Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Thank you for the music, for giving it to me.

The end of year is approaching. Instead of having some new year resolutions, I've decided to look further.
And it's time to reveal my new life ambition (wow).
Take a deep breath and ready for a big LOL.

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If everything goes as planned (which is not quite possible for a person like me, but let's just think it this way), I will become a journalist.
Some of you may know that I insist on doing journalism only in Hong Kong because I wanted to write in Chinese.
For some certain reasons (and I ain't telling what they are), this statement is not valid anymore.

And this brings us to...(drumroll)

This.

I've compiled in my mind a list of cities from all over the world.
My plan is to live in every one of them for at least a year in the future.

The list is certainly not complete yet, but there are at least three confirmed cities.
And that definitely includes the place where things were left unfinished.

That should not be a big problem. Because I - am - a - journalist.

Now this is life. What up?

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You may say I'm daydreaming.
OF COURSE I AM! Just look at the title of this blog.

But who knows? Maybe someday I'll be really doing this.
Having such kind of fond fantasy is certainly a motivation for me to work harder.

I have a dream. Do you?

When your year started with music around, it surely wouldn't go too wrong at the end.
It was cold, but I felt the warmth.
Just nice.

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呢兩日睇王迪詩啲文章,哎呀,其實中文用得好嘅話真係幾好。

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Friday, December 10, 2010

亂中有序

飛到這兒來
飛到那裡去

某一段時空的影像毫無先兆的重播
玻璃樽碎片摔破一地
寒風在微笑
太陽在怒吼
陰天撐傘擋白雲

電話響起了
喂喂喂喂喂喂喂
沒有
沒有

翻天覆地
亂糟糟
五顏六色
不像樣

進不了
退不了
停不了
爆炸

月亮被河水沖到大海去
微波爐一下把它叮熟了

明晚陽光普照
跟北極熊說聲再見
看蝴蝶在水中暢泳


二零零七年十一月十一日
英國樸茨茅斯

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Friday, December 03, 2010

_ring _ack my _onnie to me, to me

Why is my life revolving around all these meaningless stuffs?

THERE - IS - SNOW - OUT - THERE - IDIOTS!
(In your dream)

I thought I was going to give everything up again while writing the essay the night before.
"I am not going to reach that. I am not going to reach that."
The sound just wouldn't let me go.

Somehow I managed to get through - for this time.
But you only need one and only one spark to go completely collapsed.

It will come back and haunt me again, and again, and again.
Until the day one of us defeats the other.

Where is your dignity?

It's no big deal, and it's perfectly okay to feel bad.

Nice. I hate you.

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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

You know this is your biggest mistake

It is just a game of numbers, isn't it?
But all those figures are way too horrifying for me.

You know you must be cautious about every move you take.
One step wrong, then all the sacrifice will mean nothing.

Do I have the right to say others shouldn't have given up a good university offer?
No, because I did the same.
And no, it's not merely an offer.

I should be writing my own dissertation now.
What the heck is going on?

Now I can look back and say,
"Yup, that was a mistake."

What a waste, what a waste, what a waste.

Don't worry, I'm fine.
Just sometime you have to let your emotions come out,
or you'll get real crazy.

I saw myself would come to this point, and it's about time.

Now get back to work, pathetic desperado.

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Thursday, October 07, 2010

do4do1do4

入閘,
錢包與讀卡機,
相距着三公分的接觸。

低音高音低音。

清脆且響亮的三聲,
熟悉卻陌生的三響。

三年,
低高低。

他媽的巧合。

到站,
戴上耳機,
調高音量,
出閘。

耳根清靜。

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Wednesday, September 22, 2010

人會變,月會圓

以前我吃薯條不會點茄汁的。
其實一直都喜歡茄汁,只不過從不會用作點薯條。
但過了這一年之後突然顛覆了這個「習慣」。

三年前我是有點抗拒吃洋蔥的。
但這三年間的日子,我竟然連吃subway也會主動要洋蔥。

其實我很樂意做為這所謂線性人生加添小小波浪。

但我跟菇類永遠誓不兩立。

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《一人之夏》算是謝安琪的歌當中我最喜歡的其中一首。

我記得那時她第一隻碟《Kay One》第一版,我翻過千山萬水才找到回來。
最新的那隻《Slowness》,我就只是download了,也沒打算要買,事實上download後也沒聽過。

是因為她變了嗎?可能不是,變的一直都只是我。

事實上我也在翻山越嶺的找王菀之的《Octave》第一版。

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然後一切都可以豁然開朗。
隨着年紀的增長,對同一件事情的看法的確會有不同的。

很好。

守得雲開就見月明。

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一人之夏

主唱:謝安琪
作曲:林思聰
填詞:TA93
編曲:林思聰

輕言漫話 誰在意有多真實
不要認真的思索 讓快樂變得簡單
風翻過驟雨忽爾下降
餐館泡沬咖啡燙熱了
不需要綠傘子庇護我
大樹下藍霧漸散街角的 燈光柔和

何時預約在炎夏 提著白花登上山
看天邊的小鳥 經過河岸邊際
單車 在兩畔魚貫而過
走遍 多少處明媚窄巷

詼諧逗話 從未去區分真實
不要太多的追究 是快樂已很簡單
清早去弄個精緻便當
公園裏摘了花送贈我
只需要下午天朗日照
清風裏來騎木馬哼唱出 歌聲悠和

何時合照在簷下 黏在綠色木門下
踏遍一地黃菊花

風光到處全是美 該去觀賞
每站過站 來到終點 車廂裏是我一個

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Friday, September 10, 2010

Over the Rainbow

又一個新的開始。
放下了的一切一切,已成過眼雲煙。

看似充滿勇氣的決定,但其實我仍有點怯。

不過就是最後一次了。
最後一次去告訴他們我並不是白痴。

那就去吧。

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high,
There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby.
Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

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Tuesday, August 10, 2010

hello my friends

當我想起以往我們能一起歡笑一起無聊,但今天卻各散東西不相往來笑臉不再,我不禁的想,到底是為甚麼?
所謂的友情,難道就只是如此的薄弱?

又或者想深一層,我們可曾真真正正的當過對方是朋友?

抑或是大家都太懶去維繫這份情,就由它失去吧,反正也不會太可惜。

但不,其實,我會覺得可惜的。
不過,可惜後,我也大槪只會懊悔一下,然後打一篇如此的字。

空白的日子愈久,要恢愎聯絡,就愈難愈尷尬了。

我會嘗試,嘗試打破這個隔膜。

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Friday, August 06, 2010

熟悉的街道,熟悉的溫度

幾年來吃了那麼多啖屎,終於有機會嚐到一小啖砂糖。
你總不能猜測到會有甚麼事在我身上發生。

但我不會就此鬆懈的,屎味仍然齒頰留香,吃屎的機會仍然多不勝數。

不過,如果再吃多次的話,我就放棄了。
夠了,夠了,真的夠了。

就讓我瘋狂多最後一次。
為那大啖點的砂糖。

Thursday, July 29, 2010

退一步海闊天空

看開點吧,看開點吧。
這些所謂小小的挫折又算得上甚麼?
反正都不是第一次,都有點麻木了。

何況仍未需要餓死,事情可以變壞的空間還有很大。

可能一切都會有轉機呢?

不過就算沒有都算了。

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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

you may say i'm a dreamer

我堅持的,都值得堅持嗎?
我所相信的,就是真的嗎?
如果我敢追求,我就敢擁有嗎?
而如果都算了不要呢?

其實我知道,要達成目標,還該放下更多的努力。
我也知道,一直以來我放下的還未夠多。

符碌了大半的人生,大槪應該完了。
或許該是時候用血用汗去爭取屬於自己的。

只不過一時間仍是很難去接受。
兜兜轉轉了三年,竟要走回當時的同一條路。

然後我問自己到底在幹甚麼。
也沒有答案。

由高處墮下總是痛的。

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Thursday, July 08, 2010

devastating

有好幾次串錯字,令我特別印象深刻。

最經典例子莫過於是兩年前的IELTS,串了chocodile。
今日會是另外一次,devascating。

經典還經典,倒算無傷大雅。
但今日,噢。

我知我英文差,就不應該在故弄玄虛,我錯了,我錯了,受教訓了。

老老實實,雖說事前頗有信心,但入到那個hall,最少兩百多人,倒有點兒怯場。
還有另一個試場。
還再有另一批人會在另外一天來考。

大膽估計,今日我同一時間同一試場出現的,只是四份一的人。

嘩。
所謂信心立時冷卻了點。

卷內果然像常識問答比賽。
出來的表現,其實肯定不是最好,是有點失望的。
雖然純粹撞的撞對了,但該對的,對不了。

不打緊,還有機會力挽狂瀾。希望,希望。

不過,我倒肯定的是微軟創辦人叫Bill Gates,不是Bill Gate。
而另一個叫Paul Allen,但絕對不會是名叫Steve的人。

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Tuesday, July 06, 2010

All I have to do is...dream

每一個新開始,都值得開新的一頁記錄下來。
而如無意外,我希望,這一個可以變得長久。

人生如夢,我的人生,就如在夢中追尋夢。
外人看來如貓兒追着自己的尾巴團團轉,我卻自得其樂。

中一放榜。
看TVB新聞,有個女孩得悉派得第一志願,興奮得尖叫。
當年我沒尖叫,但同樣的興奮。
剛剛好十年前的事。

中學的好朋友們,肉麻講句,我們認識原來最少有十年了。

夢中的放榜仍有很多。
像我在月尾再有一個。

似是虛無飄渺。
但dreams are my reality。 

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